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From The Attic, Vol. 1: 2015​/​2016

by ampersandman

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1.
They begin are you in are you out choose your side They divide it's black or white for or against choose your side We begin those akin take your stand choose your side It's in the writing on the wall it's in the everyday thumb war The stickers on the lantern posts We begin are you in us or them choose your side
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Waster 03:10
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Ode To Joy 03:34
I've been to the beaches I've walked on the sand I have slept in hotel rooms and I have slept in tents I have followed rivers I've been paddling on the lakes Yet I only feel whole in the same old hole Where I got all that makes me happy - now I 'm back in the my smelly cave happy - I don't need to be a world away happy - all it takes is a melody happy - all it takes is a harmony I have been to cities To forests and to plains I took cars and coaches, trains and boats and planes I've been with my family with the ones I love the most I have had it all ain't it strange how I longed for the bliss of being alone? Now I'm happy - hello darkness, my old friend happy - I've come to rock out again happy - all it takes is a brand new tune happy - my Mac and the DAW oh oh oh oh oh oh (x3) Yeah the weather's great right now and the food is good the view from here is spectacular it all is like it should Take care of your six strings We'll see each other soon And my mind is filled with song ideas I'll be coming back to you
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Shout It Out 04:36
First you learn to talk then you're told to shut up first you learn to walk then you're told to back up But you need to scream you oughta shout you gotta shout it out Life's a compromise with people you despise Smile and be polite although you feel like you could run and hide You gotta scream you gotta to shout you gotta shout it out And then you're on a stage and then the music's loud then you're in the light you're in the spotlight then you're here and now You can scream you can shout and you can rock out First you're socialized and then you're on your own first you hesitate and then you let it go ...
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There's nothing that can ever hurt me It's like I'm made of stone There's no one who must ever help me I go at them alone My muscles have the strength of thousand monster truck cars Look what's in the air tonight It's power-man who comes to make it all right Look who's in the air tonight Power-man against all evil If someone ever bombs your city I will take him down If someone plots to kill you all He'll taste my laser gun Somebody take me to your supervillain Look what's in the air tonight It's power-man who cares so you can sleep tight Look who's in the air tonight Power-man, in case you wonder
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My parents always told me to be good and kind respect other people and leave nobody behind Seeing where that got me I am wondering if that's right cause the money's with the wicked and they seem to sleep well at night And it's always so The bad ones get away And it's always so And the rest of us will pay Always make an effort always give your best in order to get somewhere you must work harder than the rest You can build streets and houses nurse kids and elderlies Or make up some clever contracts and you're much better off than these And it's always so The bad ones get to lead And it's always so And we are crouching at their feet The rich are getting richer The poor will remain poor The rich cash in their benefits And their losses are paid by you So why be a good guy? Where can I take a class "Get rid of all that conscience!" or "How to be an ass" And it's always so The bad ones get away And it's always so And we will have to pay And it's always so And it will always be that way
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Help me Lord, I'm broke again Don't know where all my money went I was never one to pray But the situation's got me saying Lord I'm Broke For real now Broke For real If there was any way I'd make my misery pay I got half a month to go How to survive that I don't know I'd sell my body but who's buying There is nothing left to try Lord I'm Broke For real now Broke For real If there was any way I'd make my misery pay What's been done has been done What's been said has been said What's been signed has been signed And now I have to pay (repeat 3 times) and I am Broke For real now Broke For real now If there was any way I'd make my misery pay
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They have tried to keep it secret but the truth is out there they mess around with our weather I can't believe that you don't care Our blue sky is sprayed with toxins heavy metals and sulfates these clouds can't be natural they're obviously human-made Every day they drop it from the aeroplanes and what exactly heaven only knows Blue sky trails I see it happening again chemicals pouring down on us Blue sky trails, will you ever learn they fly by and the weather turns All the world'ss their laboratory we are just their guinea-pigs They use it for mind control and lower our fertility Get your orgon busters and the vinegar The sound of jets is roaring overhead Blue sky trails I see it happening again chemicals pouring down on us Blue sky trails will you ever learn they fly by and the weather turns I can tell by my headache there is something in the air Maybe they know that I know These airplanes follow everywhere Let this song ring out as a warning shot If ever I mysteriously disappear Blue sky trails I see it happening again chemicals pouring down on us They have tried to keep it secret but the truth is out there they mess around with our weather I can't believe that you don’t care Our blue sky is sprayed with toxins heavy metals and sulfates these clouds can't be natural they're obviously human-made Every day they drop it from the aeroplanes and what exactly heaven only knows Blue sky trails I see it happening again chemicals pouring down on us Blue sky trails, will you ever learn they fly by and the weather turns All the world’s their laboratory we are just their guinea-pigs They use it for mind control and lower our fertility Get your orgon busters and the vinegar The sound of jets is roaring overhead Blue sky trails I see it happening again chemicals pouring down on us Blue sky trails will you ever learn they fly by and the weather turns I can tell by my headache there is something in the air Maybe they know that I know These airplanes follow everywhere Let this song ring out as a warning shot If ever I mysteriously disappear Blue sky trails I see it happening again chemicals pouring down on us Blue sky trails, why can't you see Blue sky trails, and they're after me now
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Consolation 02:27
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Out from the blackest haze steps a man of white A contrasting collision of scholastic divisions Vivid chromate lines grow from dull to bright Conflicting convictions spun into contradictions I caught a passing glimpse of flames in the horizon A burning in the trees as the sun was rising I caught a passing glimpse of my cracked reflection And it pains me to watch it fail my own inspection I caught a passing bird in my hands from the breeze Such twisted words he said, oh he said to me I caught a passing bird but away he flew And so it hurts to watch the skies, as he watches too I caught a passing glimpse of flames in the horizon A burning in the trees as the sun was rising I caught a passing glimpse of my cracked reflection And it pains me to fail it watch my own inspection And it just keeps going And it just keeps going And my fear keeps growing And there is no slowing Feeling very frozen in this corner here As I'm looking down the corridor with my cornea Feeling like a muscle that's been hernia'd And I know I can no longer fight this hypothermia And I hope for rescue as my breathing slows As I take my refuge, I am pleading "no" But I see a sign of something in the distance Is it just a mirage or is it some assistance? My visions blurring and I'm feeling queasy Slipping into dream states where I'm feeling easy But I snap right back to my current dilemma Hope I can do it for my sisters Emma Nicole and Gracie but my mind is wasting I'm crawling now but I'm quickly losing patience I'll die alone here soon, am I forsaken? And the question on my mind is can I make it? Can I keep on going? Can I keep on going? Even though my fear is growing? I'm going cuz there is no slowing Can I keep on going? Can I keep on going? Even though my fear is growing? I'm going cuz there is no slowing And it just keeps going And it just keeps going And my fear keeps growing And there is no slowing
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Because you're there for me all the time Because you know when I'm not right You know me way better than I you really do Because you are to whom I belong Because you are what makes me strong And where you are I feel at home I feel home I'll be Holding on to you, to you Holding on to you I'll be Holding on to you, to you You'll be the last thing that I will hold onto Because I feel how much you care Because of all you're willed to share It's how I feel when you're not there That makes me know I'll be Holding on to you, to you Holding on to you I'll be Holding on to you, to you You'll be the last thing that I will hold onto Holding on Together we will make it Holding on Grow old and miserable with me Holding on You'll never need to fake it Because you are the only thing that's real I'll be Holding on to you, to you Holding on to you I'll be Holding on to you, to you You'll be the last thing that I will hold onto
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Vessel 04:28
Knew a man who I thought had a perfect life Two great kids, a job, a house and a wife Then something grew and just pushed him aside His debt was all that he left when he died a vessel Knew a man with an ever smiling face he gave me my harp and taught me to play Some blood cells clotted and some neurons gave in he'd changed so much when I saw him again It took his wit and his charm put paranoia at its place he learned to speak again but it was never the same three years ago we laid to rest his vessel Knew a woman with a brilliant mind taught mathematics at the age of 75 I used to think it would always be this way but even the brightest lights must inevitably fade Does she still know who I am has she forgotten my name she's talking random things and it gets worse everyday and all they do is to attend a vessel And the lord he giveth and then he taketh away like a cookie thief who steals a piece everyday and leaves us with the crumbs and a vessel
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We all are flesh and blood we are organic matter we are just bags of bones held by connective tissue we are carbon-based we are chunks of proteine we are piles of cells that divide, die and degrade We are made of water we run on oxygen and food we thrive to survive we are programmed to reproduce We host bacteria we are food for parasites we're prone to accidents we're prone to mistakes of all kind We grow cancer cells we have an expiration date we blossom in our prime then we all wither and decay We move through time and space we are beggars, we are kings we subdue the earth we are just fallible machines Mikä taivas olisi meitä varten maatuville hetken henkäilijöille mikä jumala jaksaisi kantaa yli unohduksen we are just fallible machines we are just fallible machines
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An Ending 01:32

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released January 5, 2023

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I put my pants on just like the rest of you -- one leg at a time. Except, once my pants are on, I make songs that no one cares about.

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