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What is it I've done? I've been living life just the way you want I have sung your praise every night and day and then suddenly you just smash me down And now I just can't see what I've done and now I just can't see what you want If my gratitude don't mean shit to you I could steal back just like they stole from me Are we just your playthings? Do you torment us whenever you are bored? Why do you create just to take away? Do you care about anyone at all? Why should I keep praying? Your name be cursed! If there is hell, it can't be worse When I asked you why, you just replied "What do YOU know, I am GOD and I fucking can!" I woke up in the bloody sheets Now pain is all I know and everything that mattered is gone yes everything that matters is gone There's a silence around this house where my children used to run and every one of them is gone yes everything that matters is gone I scratch my rash in an empty bed and curse the day I was born no reason left to hold on when everything that matters is gone yes everything that matters is gone
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I’ll never go to heaven I’ve been living life in sin At least that’s what they say when I found heaven within I’ve been fighting it vain And why should I? It’s just a matter of love I don’t mean to offend you I never chose to feel that way It’s just the way I was born and it’s not your business anyway Who made the laws that you defend? And who made you judge over me? My love feels so true maybe not to you But why should I care about you? Anyway It’s just a matter of love I’ll never go to heaven So I’ll seek heaven here on earth If I will go to hell then I gotta make sure it was worth it Never did harm to you anyone so what for is condemnation on me? We all need love we all seek joy so calm yourself calm yourself We all will live we all will die so calm yourself and love is all that it’s about anyway anyway My love feels so true maybe not to you But why should I care about you? In the end It’s just a matter of love
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Covered 05:47
You are a servant nothing more You’re here to please us as we please God told you to You do belong to the man we choose From your wedding day you must obey God told you to So you stay covered or you’re unprotected game you stay covered or die in shame You shall be silent stay at home Your body’s sin so pack it in God wants you to So you stay covered and you always behave well you stay covered or you’ll burn in hell
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7 Candles 04:58
Gatherings on Sundays in gigantomaniac halls calling out in stories, songs and poems Bearing the insignia wear your faith upon your sleeve Cover up yourself Take your hat off „Thou shalt do this but not that To please the lord above“ Seven burning candles and a man in purple robes Carpets to the east and strict fasting for a month Feast on wine and wafers Superstitious rituals They won’t do nothing about the fact that you’re gonna die You must pay indulgence for your sinful deeds and thought your karma balance has been overdrawn Avoid forbidden fruit keep your hands on your duvet relationships must be approved by the church Here’s the rules that we play by Though we don’t know the game Seven burning candles and a man who’s never wrong muttering ancient verses firing shots into the dark Write your resumé in superstitious rituals They won’t do nothing about the fact that you’re gonna die
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Charlie 04:50
You are not with me I'm alive and I carry on You are not with me And the days go by You know how it feels? Like I still am waiting for you You are not with me And you won't return Charlie Where did it all go so wrong? Charlie It don't matter why you're gone You are gone What did I do wrong? Were you missing anything? What did I do wrong? Should I've seen the signs? Could I've changed your mind? Oh I wish I'd even tried What did I do wrong? Weren't you listening? Charlie Where did it all go so wrong? Charlie It don't matter why you're gone You are gone I was glad for you when you said you found your god I never thought that you would kill for him with guns You died a hero, said the voice from Syria But you should be living Charlie Where did it all go so wrong? Charlie It don't matter why you're gone You are gone
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The Gospel 03:49
I won’t clap my hands no I won’t clap my hands no I won’t clap my hands cause your beat isn’t mine I won’t sing the gospel I won’t sing the gospel I won’t sing your song cause it don’t get me high And now I stand beside a crowd I am silent they are in ecstasy they all scream they’re all about this moment I’d like to join but I can’t lie I’m not part of this all the dreams the fantasies I’m the only one who’s sober You won’t get an Amen You won’t get an Amen You are free to call but won’t have my response You don’t have me dancing You don’t have me dancing I won’t say how high when you tell me to jump (jump!) And this madness rages on I am alone and they are unified in deifying the man in the pulpit He’s got the whole world in his hands on his fingertips he holds the strings of his sheep and they are just his puppets I won’t bend my knees no I won’t bend my knees no I won’t bend my knees unless I lose a contact lens I don’t see the light no I don’t see the light no I don’t see the light my gloom is too intense Here I stand inside the mass Ieft to feel like an alien to all these men and women who are happy I'm not mean but I can’t lie I’m not sorry for all your dreams and fantasies once the show is over
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A little boy lost in New York In a world of phonies One Day At A Time The one who imagined no possessions But owns millions. All thanks to the little people. Nobody is bigger than Jesus Nobody is bigger than His son. Why would he say such things and laugh at us all? What does he think he is? So phony. Mark David Chapman waits in the rye Blasphemic traitors deserve to die A pack of ammo bought in Atlanta A .38 special bought back in Hawaii A signed LP of Double Fantasy And The Catcher in the Rye The gospel according to John Lennon Nobody is cuter than his son The larger part of me is Holden Caulfield And a part of me must be the Devil … Mark David Chapman waits in the rye Blasphemic traitors deserve to die I’m sorry that I caused you trouble I am the man who gunned John Lennon down This is my weapon. This is my statement. My name is Holden Caulfield.
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My god told me to rest on the 7th day in his memory I mustn’t work today I’m his righteous prophet so here’s what you do You give me your money through me he’ll pardon you Hooray hooray hooray God is great Hooray hooray hooray God is great My god loves me My god loves my people and hates our enemies He told us to live here so that’s our property Made men superior to women who are made to please he hates fags like I do because they’re not like me Hooray hooray hooray God is great Hooray hooray hooray God is great And god is always right Man created god in his own image My god created me to rule in his word He has chosen me to conquer the earth Sent me on a mission to make you more like me He’s fine with killing those who dare to disagree. Hooray hooray hooray God is great Hooray hooray hooray God is great
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Bare 03:50
You were fed with a silver spoon but you only came here bare You have walked the earth in golden robes but you know you'll leave it bare You have left your footprint in the world but your feet were never bare You have built a monument to you but you know you'll leave it bare You've been striving You've been striving All your life You've been striving You've been striving All your life Say your prayers before you close your eyes cause you know you'll leave here bare Say your wishes for the rest of us cause you know you'll leave us bare Name your regrets when your time has come cause you know you'll leave us bare Was it worth it when you do the sum cause you know you'll leave us bare You've been striving You've been striving All your life You've been striving You've been striving All your life
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Fire, fire Raining from the sky The forest is burning And the lake's run dry Fire around us The front is closing in And not a single airplane to be seen And then the city went in heat and light The community still trapped inside As the church lit up the people cried for Jesus, Jesus Stormwind, stormwind Drowning us in rain all the streets are flooded The roof's been blown away Water's rising The radio is dead Destruction's taken everything we had And then the stormflood took the city down and left inhabitants to drown With no one left to help them now They cried Jesus, Jesus A storm arose over the desert land where human life has come to an end And in the temple the curtain was torn As the walls collapsed under the earthly force ... And the sun burns on the battlefield over the remains of old machines On a skeleton there's a locket that reads Jesus, Jesus

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Songs about religion. Mostly written and recorded in 2017. Now finally on Bandcamp.

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released January 29, 2020

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ampersandman Berlin, Germany

I put my pants on just like the rest of you -- one leg at a time. Except, once my pants are on, I make songs that no one cares about.

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